I thought that eventually the hurt would stop and that life and the excitement of living would take over.
I thought that eventually the things I enjoy now would replace the things I used to enjoy.
I thought that events in my life: Christmas, birthdays, holidays – would continue with their old traditional charm.
I thought family would be there, with me, at my house, on my phone, enjoying my new life.
I thought that drinking the old drinks and enjoying the old foods would bring back the good old days.
I thought I would not miss him anymore…….