I need to let you go now.
I can no longer linger with you, together, in this middle world. I can no longer pretend we are together, a team, a reality.
It is time for you to become my history, my story, my past…….you need to be what you are – lost to me.
Clinging to my existence as it was: measuring my life, my accomplishments, by laying them beside my former self, the self I was with you, can no longer be enough. It is merely compensatory, make-believe, fake.
Living up to your standards and for your approval is not working for me in this life and you would be the first to say that I should go my own way.
You would have chided me into having the confidence to live my life in forward motion instead of backward glances.
You will always be the love of my life….but…
It is time for you to go .